too tired
Now Playing: brand-new-you-took
There's much more to my life than drinking, smoking, playing cards, and skateparks.  Yeh, it's more like I am played out, I've done some of these routines some times now and often and more often again, but now I can't put my finger on it what I should be and are able to be doing.  I just give my best effort to daddle around in the arts, science, I might not go to bed for a while, even though i want to I am bout to stay up for a while because I want to listen to some publicly downloaded freeloading flop house type of ship that is meant to be bought and not pirated.  I'm sorry all of these bands that are around and aren't getting enough credit, but it's the innternet that has taken from your pocketbooks, and seriously corrupted me as well, so I don't kno w what to think about all of that scenerio.  Let's bargain on change.

engage the ignition
It's extraordinary so much so I had to change my pants.

time my understatement
I am 190 lbs, I'm getting a lot of pounds packed on.  I still smoke a half pack of cigarettes a day.  I have to quit soon, thats going to be my next step in improvement then i have to get a job.  That is it.

i live in her
Now Playing: rick james- brick house
she's a brick house, oh sorry i was caught up in the moment still mixin' in with them dividends, reach, michigan works, and bridge card applications, I just have to situate a bill for them or a copy of a check is more like it.  that's what i ahve to do for now, but i'm not getting around to doing it until later, because i still ahve to wate for the mail to come becase then i'll have it and can aquire a copy of it.

trepidatious oni
rigorous, difficult, spontaneous combustion...

|New business :  making friends
||Old Business :  staying regular
|||Minutes        :  beginning attention direct at user friendly applications
|VDiscussion           :  Beggin' to be rich, Introvertively poor
Vtopics       ;  Waiting for a shimmering shining, glowing radiating emittance of light
V|review  :  this was brilliant, all of the readers will know my outline
V||involvment  :  street hockey, ball instead of puck, baseball, basketball, volleyball, and ice skating
V|||recap  :  eric won a soccer game during the stay on the west coast

simultaneous syncronimity
Now Playing: moody blues - clues
while you're shopping, i'll be riding in the cart and waving at the other customers.  While you're talking to the other customers, I'll be browning thee's trousers.  And when you're checking out, I'll be checking out the other people.

too many shots in the dark can lead to blindness
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: afro man - cuz i got high
Topic: Time Trial
after all the noise I think I have something to say'in - i = say'n
CRUMADUMAFUMDOUNDED
confounded gadget,  it never works like it's supposed to.  Thats probably why I am always messed up on my journals.  I should just hand-write my journals.  I think I will do just that.  Except I think with having a text enabled one, I can put things (thoughts) that I have down quicker than I could with a pen and a pad.  By the way, I didn't really have much to say, Just wanted to mess around in my own spaces for a minute, and then maybe check out some job postings which are availibilities for a new job.  I am a prospector lately looking for something new on the horizon wat-eva it may be.  So Cold Calls, here i come, having to do them is just part of finding a job.  I will have to practice at them before My approach becomes respectable.  Rats nest, all enemies have been cleared :-) NICE!

my cigarette smoking habit
most of the time I bum cigs.  This time I roll one, but the other times I buy them.  Sometimes off of my friends and not from the store, but my sisters and i mutually ahave some for eachtoer to share since we like to be convineint ...  Whch is not always unfair, it's a nuff' situation where' its fairy nuf.  Hope you can get that through your head.

buy-polar-coordinational
I'm feeling rather insipid today.  I cannot explain it any other way.

nat geo mag
Now Playing: david bowie - grand illusion
It is the tenth hour of the AM.  I'm up and getting to run-rampantly about.  jugal guggle multi-tasking, have to sign up a few petitions.  The small business tax form.  They want me to supply their signatures.  I am not about to do that.  There's high priority of getting some steady work on (under) my belt.  I'll be able to take off on my VW Sportster (passat) and go for a free ride.  Take it easy.  I had better slow down.  Anyway, i'll get along the beaten path, and attend a seminar for improving my job-training.  Then I'll finally have a nine to five.  I'm thinking it will all pan out for the most exceptional time in the long run.  Then again it may pitter out to nothing becoming of it?  Remaining hopeful and with a will-to-succeed at the moment.  (I am)  getting a little agrivated for there hasn't been one quibble that I haven't been out of without some mediation.  We'll quarrel the carts in a crash'em up derby>>  gtg, this is getting too rowdy.